Today... One year ago today, I found the lump. It felt like a grape. After three examinations of each breast--one on each side--I knew a lump was present in my left breast.
What I didn't know was that it would be a year long battle and beyond of Doctors, remedies, medications, examinations and a number of other particles through a priceless, spiritual, physical, metaphysical and emotional journey.
When I look back over my life... I am grateful. I am sorrowful. I am joyous. I am quizzical. I am insightful. I am reflective. I am futuristic. I am thoughtful. I am selfish. I am self-absorbed. I am self-aware. I am tearful. I am gleeful. I am silly. I am weepy. I am outrageous. I am enraged. I am confused. I am loud. I am soft. I am courageous. I am weak. I am strong. I am timid. I am voiceless. I am voice-full. I am clear. I am truly Blessed and Highly Favored. I am Favor. I am innocent. I am guilty. I am joyful. I am open. I am cautious. I am victorious. I AM GRATEFUL.
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| PRAISE HIM! |
I don't wish ill--Cancer--upon anyone. I thank God I was chosen because HE knew I could... especially when I didn't want to. I could. I can. I DID. I DO. And I still am... Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil. For thou art with me. Thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me...
I am a conqueror! And now my head shall be lifted above... My enemies all around me... I shall offer sacrifice to the Lord... Forever... And ever...!
He's kept me! I am Victorious!
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Jean, Suki, Me and Tina
LA Breast Cancer Foundation
Honoree: Suki |
