Wednesday, September 3, 2014

MY FEET IN THE SAND: 1st Anniversary of I Am Victorious!

Today... One year ago today, I found the lump.  It felt like a grape.  After three examinations of each breast--one on each side--I knew a lump was present in my left breast.

What I didn't know was that it would be a year long battle and beyond of Doctors, remedies, medications, examinations and a number of other particles through a priceless, spiritual, physical, metaphysical and emotional journey. 

When I look back over my life... I am grateful.  I am sorrowful.  I am joyous.  I am quizzical.  I am insightful.  I am reflective.  I am futuristic.  I am thoughtful.  I am selfish.  I am self-absorbed.  I am self-aware.  I am tearful.  I am gleeful.  I am silly.  I am weepy.  I am outrageous.  I am enraged.  I am confused.  I am loud.  I am soft.  I am courageous.  I am weak.  I am strong.  I am timid.  I am voiceless.  I am voice-full.  I am clear.  I am truly Blessed and Highly Favored.  I am Favor.  I am innocent.  I am guilty.  I am joyful.  I am open.  I am cautious.  I am victorious.  I AM GRATEFUL.


I don't wish ill--Cancer--upon anyone.  I thank God I was chosen because HE knew I could... especially when I didn't want to.  I could.  I can.  I DID.  I DO.  And I still am... Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil.  For thou art with me.  Thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me...

I am a conqueror!  And now my head shall be lifted above... My enemies all around me... I shall offer sacrifice to the Lord... Forever... And ever...! 

He's kept me!  I am Victorious!

Jean, Suki, Me and Tina
LA Breast Cancer Foundation
Honoree: Suki


  1. Praise God for your healing my dear sister. Blessings to you!!

  2. Toni, for some reason I am unable to post on your blog so I'm sorry I have to post on your page. Girl you are AWESOME!!!! You never cease to amaze me. Your words just seem to jump off the page and give me life every time I read about your journey and experience with cancer. Your strength is beyond amazing. May God continue you bless you girl, while I will continue to keep you in my prayers, while reading your blogs.